a marvellous discovery of poems by Elizabeth Bishop, one of my favorite poets!!
by Elizabeth Bishop
It is marvellous to wake up together At the same minute; marvellous to hear The rain begin suddenly all over the roof, To feel the air suddenly clear As if electricity had passed through it From a black mesh of wires in the sky. All over the roof the rain hisses, And below, the light falling of kisses. An electrical storm is coming or moving away; It is the prickling air that wakes us up. If lighting struck the house now, it would run From the four blue china balls on top Down the roof and down the rods all around us, And we imagine dreamily How the whole house caught in a bird-cage of lightning Would be quite delightful rather than frightening; And from the same simplified point of view Of night and lying flat on one’s back All things might change equally easily, Since always to warn us there must be these black Electrical wires dangling. Without surprise The…
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Pursuit By Sylvia Plath
Dans le fond des forêts votre image me suit.
There is a panther stalks me down:
One day I’ll have my death of him;
His greed has set the woods aflame,
He prowls more lordly than the sun.
Most soft, most suavely glides that step,
Advancing always at my back;
From gaunt hemlock, rooks croak havoc:
The hunt is on, and sprung the trap.
Flayed by thorns I trek the rocks,
Haggard through the hot white noon.
Along red network of his veins
What fires run, what craving wakes?
Insatiate, he ransacks the land
Condemned by our ancestral fault,
Crying: blood, let blood be spilt;
Meat must glut his mouth’s…
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Source: Judith Barrington
WRITING IS NOT JUST A JOB, IT IS A VOCATION. IT IS ALSO THE IMAGINARY FRIEND
YOU TAKE TEA WITH IN THE AFTEROON.
[QUOTATION FROM ANN PATCHETT]
WHEN I CAME ACROSS THIS QUOTATION, I SAVED IT CAREFULLY, BUT THE EXACT WORDS ELUDE ME.
I had a dream, quite interesting and absorbing, but only remember a fragment of it. I remember waking up from the dream and feeling intensely interested, absorbed, engrossed in the dream, and its meaning. After waking I lost that feeling. I lost the memory of the dream except for one fragment: I dreamed that I was standing on one side of a small, shallow brook, and I was about to cross it. There was, as a bridge to walk over to cross the brook, a very old, old gravestone: shaped with a curve on the top and with printing engraved in it, which I could not decipher; the gravestone was laid across the brook as a bridge to make crossing safer and easier. Although the brook was small and shallow, and did not represent any danger, it would have been hard or almost impossible to cross it without the bridge, which in this case was a gravestone. I can’t remember if there were other people with me waiting to cross too or if I was alone. That part of the memory was unclear.
I wonder what this dream means. I fairly straightforward explanation would be that the gravestone represents death, and that death is just a small and easy crossing to the other side of something. Also, there was no real danger in the crossing; for the stream was small and shallow, and even falling in would produce perhaps a little discomfort but no serious harm. There was nothing to be afraid of, except possibly the idea of death itself as symbolised by the gravestone.
I’m not sure if that’s actually the true interpretation; but I do wonder why I dreamed this NOW, in my life. Does it mean I am going to die soon? Does it mean I have been thinking some about death in order to prepare myself for the deaths of my parents, and also sometimes think of it in terms of myself; sometimes, in a really bad mood, I have wished I would die (when I was depressed)–or at other times I think of how many more years I might have left to live, assuming I live out a normal life span; maybe thirty good, productive years to accomplish all my writing that I want to do. And anything else I might want to accomplish. But still when thinking about my life I have reached or passed that age when instead of life stretching endlessly before me, life seems to have a finite number of years left in which to accomplish what I need and want to do. From the cradle to the grave. Our lives are a brief stretch in between. And all the philosophical questions that come up for us humans about why we are here, etc., what is life all about. I certainly don’t know all the answers but I also confess I have not spent too much time thinking on this.
Try to remember to mention to Susan about the gravestone dream.
Sometimes I am surprised at myself. I don’t think about death a lot, and am not preoccupied with it, but I do think of it from time to time. I don’t always think that I want to die; that was only when I was severely depressed. But I sometimes think of it in connection with my parents’ eventual deaths and sometimes relfect on my own death.
The writing that I did in these pages about sleep, oblivion, sweet Lethe(forgetting:sleep or death)–I read it over and realise that death is a theme.
I remember once in James Tate’s writing workshop, I showed a poem I’d written–I think I might drive forever toward some dark place–that seemed to have a theme of death which I had been not consciously aware of, that only came out in the poem, and that worked well. I think this happens often in poems; it is a valuable part of the process of writing them… It meant a lot to me that James Tate really liked my writing, that he said yes to working with me on my thesis.
It was unfortunate the set of circumstances I was under that prevented me from having the opportunity to finish the MFA and work with James Tate on my thesis. I don’t think I should blame myself at all; I do blame myself but don’t think I should; I was still quite ill psychiatrically, and it is to my credit that I even went to grad school at all, and that I could withstand the stress of certain teachers thinking I wasn’t doing well; I did get the degree in the end, and that’s what counts. I am the proud owner of an M.A. degree in Literature.
I remember how I felt about James Tate, how when I talked to Anne Greif about him she thought I had a little crush on him; and I suppose that was true, but it embarrassed me; Also, I am not sure if Anne Greif really recognized the extent of my strong identity as a lesbian. It only solidified in later years. I wonder what Anne would think of me now.
Although I am not 100%, I am WAY better than I was at the time she knew me. I tend to concentrate and focus on my problems so much, my current problems and problems from last year and the years before, that I forget that everything is going along fairly okay for me now.